tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32248708989295874712024-03-05T18:56:46.191-08:00{whole family project.}Our journey off the food grid, away from consumerism...toward sustainability and wholeness.Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.comBlogger134125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-12291750275906866922013-04-21T11:54:00.000-07:002013-04-21T11:54:01.299-07:00The Sacrifice<br />
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Once, there was a lioness named
Jahia. She lived on the African
savannah, with her baby cub named Jahendi.
She and Jahendi were all alone, without a pride family. She knew that the wet season was coming to
the savannah, and that the hunters would be coming soon. She had already seen the scouts driving
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Every night she and Jahendi slept near the
bushes, and all day they walked the plains.
Since they had no pride family, they had to keep moving in order to stay
safe from hunters. As they lay at night
under the stars, Jahia would look at her cub and pray. She loved her cub very much, and she was
worried about how she would protect him without a pride. </div>
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One night as she lay with Jahendi, she heard
the roar of a motor…HUNTERS! She had
seen the men before, and she knew they had also seen her. She knew she had to move quickly, so that
she could keep Jahendi safe. She picked
him up by the scruff of his neck, and quietly began to slink away. </div>
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All of a sudden, bright lights were right in
her face! She picked up Jahendi by the
scruff of his neck, and began to run as fast as she could, all the while trying
to guard him from the hunters. As the
hunters were riding behind her, trying to catch up, she quickly found a thatch
of bushes and ran into them for cover.
The hunters drove on by, but she knew they would be back soon. She raised her eyes up to the sky and prayed
for guidance from The Maker:</div>
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“ <i>I am so
scared and alone. You know every inch
of this savannah, and you know where we will be safe. Please guide me. I cannot
keep my cub safe by myself. Jahendi
needs a pride family. Please give me
the strength to do what I know needs to be done</i>.” </div>
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She could hardly
believe it, but she was determined to what was best for him. </div>
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She now realized
she couldn’t keep the cub safe from the hunters all alone. Early that morning, she and Jahendi set
out. She kept a watchful eye, always
worried that the hunters were going to be waiting around every corner. They came to a thicket of trees and walked
through them. As they reached the edge, she found that they were on a cliff,
and she could see far and wide on the savannah. As she looked down onto the plains, she saw a pride of lions. She watched them for most of the day,
feeling safe in the thicket. </div>
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She saw lion pairs and cubs, and they all looked very happy. Then, a pair caught her eye. Their names were Abrah and Bakaari. They were happy, too, but they did not have
a lion cub. They watched the other
lions playing with their cubs, and smiled, hoping to have one of their own
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“Oh,
Bakaari, look at them. They are so
sweet. That one over there is so
playful. He will grow to become a great
leader one day”, Abrah observed.
Bakaari looked at his mate and the longing in her eyes. She was a great huntress, but he knew that
she would be a greater mother. All the
other lionesses were caring for their cubs, and relying on her to hunt when
they could not. Abrah was happy to do
it, but he knew she longed for cubs of her own. He was royal blood. He
also wished he could have a son to watch grow into a pride leader. He decided to take a walk. While he was out on the savannah, he looked
to the sky, and spoke to The Maker.</div>
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<i>“We
are so happy with our pride. We thank
you for this savannah and all that it holds for us. But, if You could see fit to give us our own cub, I would be so
grateful. You know that Abrah should be
a mother, and I want to raise a great leader that You will be proud of. ” <o:p></o:p></i></div>
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Dusk
was settling as Bakaari lowered his gaze and slowly walked back to his pride.
He could not have known that on the cliff above him, a lone lioness and her cub
were looking down at them. </div>
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Jahia watched as
the pride went about its evening activities.
She kept coming back to the pair that did not have their own cub. She watched the loving way that Abrah and
Bakaari interacted with one another, and how much they loved the other
cubs. She knew they were just the ones
to take care of Jahendi. She was very
sad, because she loved him very much, but she knew the only way to protect him
was to give him a family. </div>
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She looked down at her little cub, and though
her heart was breaking, she knew that he would be protected and loved, if he
had family like that. The Maker had
guided her here, and she knew that the hunters were not going to give up. She hoped that he would understand why she
had to do what she was about to do. She
prayed a prayer over him as he began to fall asleep. She lay next to him and waited as the pride below settled
in. Besides, she wanted to soak up all
the time she had left with her cub. </div>
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As night fell, she
looked at Jahendi, took a deep breath, and picked him up. She slowly slunk down the side of the
cliff. She approached the sleeping
pride, and stopped for a moment. She
sighed deeply, gave Jahendi a kiss and a tear dropped down on his head. Lifting him gently by the scruff of his
neck, she took him over to Bakaari and Abrah, and laid him next to them,
sleeping. She stood over them for a
moment, looking at the three of them.
She knew that despite her pain, this was the only chance she could give
her cub at a full life.</div>
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She quietly walked away, looking back only
once, her heart breaking. She had to
move quickly, and she knew he would be safe with his new pride family, so she
ran. </div>
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Abrah awoke
suddenly during the night, feeling the cub nuzzling next to her. She woke Bakaari and they looked around the
clearing, but saw nothing. Could it <i>be</i>
that The Maker had answered their prayers for a cub? <i>Where had he come from</i>?
The whole pride looked for days, but they were never able to find his
mother. It became clear to Abrah and
Bakaari that Jahendi needed a family and that The Maker had answered their
prayers for a cub. They loved him
immediately, and could not wait to make a life for him. </div>
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As the days went by, they became a strong
family. Their cub grew and learned and filled up their days with great
joy. But, Abrah always wondered about
the mother lion that had sacrificed so much to give Jahendi the best life possible. Day after day, her eyes would span the
horizon, because she couldn’t shake the feeling that there was someone watching
them. </div>
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Finally, one day, she saw her. Jahia was not
able to run before Abrah had seen her.
The two lionesses locked eyes, and each of them knew. They knew that they were bonded forever
because of Jahendi. </div>
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Through the years, as he grew into a strong
lion leader, Abrah thought about Jahia often.
She hoped that she knew how much her selfless gift had meant to Bakaari
and her, and how Jahendi’s life had been forever changed</div>
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…all because of the love of a mother, with
the heart of a lioness.</div>
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Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-17932714877784646412012-09-03T10:21:00.003-07:002012-09-03T10:21:54.638-07:00...on things that are still relevant<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">"When the oh so attractive things of this world pale in comparison to the open invitation You always extend, to a wayward, prodigal girl. May You always bring me back to this place - of broken hearts & open minds - of full and tender surrender. This whole & fragmented hunger that brings me home - only to find out - there's a King in love with me. How could it be? That for all the me I try to hide - it's all of me He brings into His side? How can it be - that the King of all there is - is so in love with me?"</span>
Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-4610020850153917122012-06-10T00:09:00.000-07:002012-06-10T00:09:11.058-07:00Soooo....I'm coming back...<br />
<br />
...I miss this so much! <br />
<br />
Stay tuned...Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-22449543423011953302011-07-04T12:09:00.000-07:002011-07-04T12:39:19.851-07:00{whole me} :: patrioticI am a patriot. <div><br /></div><div>I grew up in an Air Force town. </div><div><br /></div><div> All my Independence Day memories are steeped in the sound of jets, Lee Greenwood, and the indelible swell of pride in my chest...the lump in my throat that is the raising of our flag. </div><div><br /></div><div>It's how I was brought up, it's how I want to remain. </div><div><br /></div><div>I may not like everything that is happening TO my country, right now...but, I believe in its precepts with all my heart. I believe they are worth fighting for...and, yes...even dying for. </div><div><br /></div><div>I may not have any faith in the government, but my faith in this country and its people WILL NEVER BE SHAKEN. </div><div><br /></div><div>The people upon whose backs this country was built...the people upon whose resolve this country will remain great.</div><div><br />The people who make up the reasons why the greedy may be able to dismantle some of the luxuries we enjoy...but, will never be able to dismantle the spirit of the ones whose voices are praying around their dinner table every night...the ones who go about their daily business with integrity and purpose. The ones who will be able to press on, though all around them be destroyed. </div><div><br /></div><div>We are the pilgrims, the pioneers, the explorers, the miners, the farmers, the innovators...the seekers. </div><div><br /></div><div>We may not have the polish and luster, we may have sweat dripping from our brow and dirt underneath our fingernails...but, we are who they will crawl to when their illusions finally come crashing down around them. </div><div><br /></div><div>We ARE this country. This country is US.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am a patriot. </div><div><br /></div><div>God Bless.</div><div><a div=""><br /></a><a href="http://dn0ogew6jnq2k.cloudfront.net/1/40428958_fVMT3kVD_b.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:left;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 191px; height: 245px;" src="http://dn0ogew6jnq2k.cloudfront.net/1/40428958_fVMT3kVD_b.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-22925746796336395212011-05-24T17:07:00.001-07:002011-05-24T17:29:46.560-07:00{whole children} :: inspired linksIn the past few days, I have read some blogs that had me crying in my soup. Not because they were sad, or convicting in some way...but, just very, very edifying. They affirmed the place in me that struggles with feeling like I need to be "more." <div><br /></div><div>I kept trying to formulate a wonderful and poignant piece to write and make you all feel the same way...but, I am in "sitting at the feet" mode, instead of "sharing my wisdom" mode, when it comes to parenting. </div><div><br /></div><div>Since I clearly can't say the things that I want to say, with any more eloquence or portent...I give you the articles...the ones that have given my mother soul much nourishment in the past few days:<br /><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.passionatehomemaking.com/2011/05/motherhood-my-only-gems-2.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+PassionateHome">Passionate Homemaking - Motherhood: My Only Gems</a></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://www.danoah.com/2010/09/disease-called-perfection.html">Single Dad Laughing - The disease called "Perfection"</a></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://aurajoon.blogspot.com/2011/05/it-takes-village.html">Aura Joon - It Takes a Village</a></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://theorganicsister.com/serving-vs-being-a-servant/">The Organic Sister - Serving vs. Being a Servant</a></div><div><br /></div><div>I hope that you get as much or even a little of the impact I got from each of these reads. I love the blogging community so much...it's like having coffee with a close friend almost every day. </div><div><br /></div><div>Thanks to all the bloggers I follow every day...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-76275501253512508752011-05-15T10:45:00.000-07:002011-05-16T13:07:57.796-07:00{whole me} :: a few bones to pick<span class="Apple-style-span"><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">This is going to be a fairly random, list-like post of some things that have been picking away at me. I really just want someone to agree with me, if I'm being really honest. So...in the spirit of getting things out of my head...I'm going to put them down here:) </div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">I'm really not trying to be negative, but rather extend a commentary that negates negativity in a way that may come across negatively? ....No? I thought I take a stab.:</div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span">1. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; ">Even though it's old news, I'm annoyed by the people who were spouting off righteous indignation immediately after hear that OBL had finally been killed. I had a pretty heavy gut reaction to that event, and found myself sobbing with relief, over something I didn't realize I had much feeling about. About 5 minutes into it, people were already yammering on about how we need not unite over hate, and how we need not celebrate a person's death. Ok...I get it. However, I would like to put out a call to give it 24 hours, before we start in on that stuff. In the moment...<b>it was a visceral reaction from way down deep. For me, it was a stunning reaction to the death of the architect of the moment that switched the pathos of my country's existence from light to dark; the one who made the day happen that tinged all days after it in a shade of fear. It was the day when I all of a sudden didn't let myself look too far in the future.</b> So, yeah...I understand that we need to rise above. But, we have been a nation in mourning for almost 10 years, now. It stands to reason that there would be a strong reaction to the death of the murderer who got that ball rolling. Balanced and rational people will always pull it together...but, give the self-righteous B.S. a rest until the news has settled...that's all I'm asking. </span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; ">2. One of my pro-choice friends said something to me, a few months ago, that rang a bell in me, that I was only recently able to identify. She said "it astounds me that pro-lifers are so ready to execute someone on death row...aren't they supposed to value life? It doesn't make any sense." Well...back atcha! It's amazing to me that pro-choicers are so ready to murder innocent babies, but are all up in arms about saving people who have chosen to take someone else's life, and be brutal criminals. Why are they more valuable than babies? (By the way...<i>though I am pro-life, I'm not pro-capital punishment</i>...which is why it took me a while to pinpoint what annoyed me about that statement.)</span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; ">3. I read a review about <i>Water For Elephants.</i> Basically, it said..."yeah, the movie was beautiful, and the actors did a good job...but, it wasn't abstract, it was predictable, it was banal." Well, Boo. Isn't it OK to go to the movies to escape the unpredictability of life and to bask in the beauty and romance of a movie that may be corny, but also just heart-felt entertainment? Why must we downplay the intelligence of the movie, not to mention the movie-watcher, simply because the conversation wouldn't be long in a film class breakdown? I don't always go to the movies to have to decipher and write a dissertation. Get with the spirit, peeps.</span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "><br /></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; ">4. I really want one of the people that are running the machine to do something just because it's right...not because it gets them votes or profit or gain. Even though I'll fight it until my dying day...I really just wish to wake up and not worry about the mutation of life. I love living this life...it pisses me off that everyone can't feel the same. </span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; line-height: 20px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small; "><br /></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">Truly...I'm not sad, or in a bad mood...I kind of just have this "Hey! Stop pissin' all over the parade!" feeling. </span></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;">I read this quote the other day on <a href="http://www.blogger.com/www.digthischick.com">Dig this Chick</a>. It resonated with me:</span></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><i><br /></i></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; line-height: normal; "><i style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day." E.B. White</i></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; line-height: normal; "><i style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; "><br /></i></span></div><div style="color: rgb(16, 3, 9); font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20px; ">So...moral of the post? Can we please just lighten up? </div></span>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-85280404581961119062011-05-13T10:00:00.000-07:002011-05-13T10:02:41.097-07:00{whole marriage} :: speak your peace<div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>I have a challenge for all of us...all of us women, all of us wives.</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's happening more and more every day. I hear it from friend after friend after friend. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">"Well, I think I made a mistake. He's just not the man I thought I was marrying."</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Oh, there's a myriad of reasons...not passionate enough, not a good enough friend, not a good enough provider...he's a pig...he's not a good spiritual leader...he's floundering as a father....everything he does annoys me...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">...hopefully you get the jist.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Well, LADIES!!...I have a thought. </span><span class="Apple-style-span">(And as I'm sure you're well aware by now...that means I'm going to share it.)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b>I think it's time that we shed the shackles of the messages that we are bombarded with every single day! It's time to think of things in a new light.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Think about the message of society:</span></div><div><ul><li><span class="Apple-style-span">If you need someone to love you, then you are not adequately loving yourself. i.e. You are incomplete, and to want to be in relationship is selling out.</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span">If you need someone to tell you good things about yourself, then you have an ill-formed and inadequate self-image. You obviously don't respect yourself, and you are less than what you ought to be.</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span">If you are not a lone wolf...and happy being one...you are needy, weak...<i>hysterical</i>.</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span">Loneliness is a form of mental instability. </span></li></ul><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Ok...now that everyone is listening...go back, read through the list again...<i>and pretend you are a man. </i></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><br /></i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">A year or so before I married my husband, I was at a friend's wedding. I remember the exact string of words that came out of the pastor's mouth, as he was addressing the bride. He told her...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>"Your husband will live up to...or down to...whatever you believe about him. It doesn't make sense, it doesn't seem fair. But, it's the truth. You can take a man without much potential, and give him a mate that believes he can do anything...and he will be able. You can take a very capable man, mate him to a woman who believes that he is lesser...and he will come to believe it also."</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I heard that, and it rang through my ears like a gong. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">That's a lot of responsibility. That's a lot of pressure! Could it be true?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">All you need, is to look at the beginning. When the world was perfect...when there was no sin...when there was nothing to be upset about...when Adam walked with God...God recognized a loneliness in him. BEFORE THE FALL OF THE WORLD...God recognized the need for man to have a relationship...OUTSIDE of his relationship with the Father. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's important, people! The marriage relationship took shape <i>before</i> the fall of mankind. So, maybe the message that we need to <b>not need</b> anyone is a bunch of rubbish? Maybe it's a big, fat lie to put wedges in between people, so that resentment and bitterness take root and ruin lives? </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Men need relationship. They need us to be their helpmates. They need our encouragement and our respect...even if, and ESPECIALLY if...they don't deserve it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Guess what...even Adam...who walked with God...was taken down by the words of a woman.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Now, certainly...his sin played a role. He didn't stand on what he knew to be the truth. But, what I want to emphasize is this: even the guy who didn't have to guess at God's will...the guy who SAW God, and talked to Him on a daily basis, the guy who didn't HAVE TO go on faith....HIS WIFE'S WORDS had enough weight with him to make him act against what he knew was right!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">This is not a new concept, ladies...we have to understand this!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">What a woman says TO her husband, ABOUT her husband, AROUND her husband...even how she speaks of him WHEN HE'S NOT AROUND...it holds tremendous weight!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Your husband does not live in a society that celebrates the man. "Man-ness" has been replaced in the psychological hierarchy by femininity. Oh, yes it has...just think about it. This society wants men to be in touch with their feminine side...to communicate for hours, to dress a little more civilized...to be a little softer...to be well groomed...to be sensitive and equal-minded....etc. etc. etc. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Oh yes...most of these things are good things...at first glance. But, beat this into the male psyche over and over and over...make sure that their warrior spirits are downplayed and their built-in need to provide for their family is looked at as sexist or "old-fashioned" at best...make sure they know that their gender is not well appreciated...and all of sudden...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i><b>we've diminished male-ness</b></i>...and we're left wondering "<i>where have all the men gone?</i>".</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Haven't you heard...having 2 genders is discriminatory. Oh...you hadn't heard? <b>Yes...yes, you have. </b></span>They just get you to believe a little at a time, until you don't realize what you are hearing.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">So, then...can we really be that surprised that our husbands are all of a sudden not everything that we truly need? We've shot ourselves in the foot, here.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Ok, seriously...I can go on and on. I'm really just wanting to put out some food for thought. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"> What I really want to do is this: <b> I want to challenge all the women who might possibly read this...</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b>Be the biggest cheerleader in your husband's life. Be in his corner. Protect his reputation...even from his own inner demons. Appoint yourself the champion of his worth. Decide that no matter what the world tells him...you will tell him better.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">For some, this is going to take some choking down of a big hunk of pride. It may be well-deserved and very much appropriate. Stick with me here...I'm asking you to drop it. Just like that. <i>Drop it</i>.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">You may very well have to lie at first. Oh, faint! Get over it. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Speak to your husband as if he is already meeting the need that you are so desperate to get met. If you are angry with him for being lazy...tell him as many times as you can how much you appreciate the hard work he does...and how you don't know what you'd do without him. If you have been at odds with your husband...stop during the evening, look him in the eye...and tell him you are so glad that you are on the same side...how you love that you are in eachother's corners. Say these things through gritted teeth, if you need to...but, if you want to fix an ailing marriage...I'm telling you ...this is the secret. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span"><i>You have a choice:</i> <b>Build him up or tear him down.</b></span> When you looked into his eyes and said your vows...did you intend to choose tearing down? My guess is no.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">I have people scoff at me all the time about this. "Why should I have to do this for him? He's the one who makes me feel like crap and doesn't say nice things to me!" My response is usually along the lines of..."do you want to argue semantics, or do you want to have a happy marriage?" It's time to get bold about this. </span>This is something I do a lot. And, no, I'm not playing games with my husband. Most of the time, I realize that I am actually reminding myself of what the truth really is...because, usually I am the one who has been dwelling on his shortcomings.</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">No matter what the situation is in your home...<i>go first</i>. Women are just better at relational issues. It comes naturally to us. So, we can either belly-ache over the fairness, like we're in second grade...or we can get to the business of getting happy...making our marriages whole again. Dare I say...helping your husband to be whole, again? Your need will be met...and you know what? You won't care who made the first move...because you will have realized that the power of life and death is on your tongue...and, that you have used it for life. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><i style="font-weight: bold; ">Give it 3 tries. </i>Watch the change in your husband. Watch him walk taller...watch him become more affectionate. Watch him become who you are needing him to be. It shouldn't be that shocking...you know how it feels when he recognizes and voices appreciation for you. If he doesn't...I'm willing to bet he probably will after this:) </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">Lastly...make it a priority to be concerned about your husband's heart. <b>If you're not on his side...who is?</b> I guarantee it's not the world he lives in.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">You have the power to get your peace back...the first step is remembering how to speak it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><i>Just so you know...my husband is a pillar of man-ness, whose masculinity has, in no way been diminished. However, he too is subject to the building up or tearing down of my words. He has experienced both. Every time he has experienced the tearing down...our marriage has been torn down as well. </i></div><div><i><br /></i></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-4425462029574193392011-05-10T05:00:00.000-07:002011-05-10T06:47:54.689-07:00{whole children} :: my honor without words<div style="text-align: center;">{my honor}</div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibIjP6Ohn2Ce65vKSqWH2Jvhh9Dzns7dW0UtIct6i2aQ-A7G-i30DSUFr2QvWrh7TZ2jUTkRIHtADN3RWMSrUxGBJufyolSmhTtt17stLk2SAoldOa51HT2NP7oAFglteGCuDQ3liASUit/s1600/IMAG0156.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 239px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibIjP6Ohn2Ce65vKSqWH2Jvhh9Dzns7dW0UtIct6i2aQ-A7G-i30DSUFr2QvWrh7TZ2jUTkRIHtADN3RWMSrUxGBJufyolSmhTtt17stLk2SAoldOa51HT2NP7oAFglteGCuDQ3liASUit/s400/IMAG0156.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5605082855717414690" /></a>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-71338526778195756802011-05-04T05:00:00.000-07:002011-05-04T05:54:04.136-07:00{whole food} :: the first tomato<div style="text-align: center;"><i>We were able to harvest our first tomato</i>.</div><div><br /> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2BizMrzSeU4g-_iLW3Tg1FD81Pcc3ggR7LkSaPgAnGw5DCyX7uFIqnGgH77KVFAfuiCHVvjYsSHVJG2kws7f85ma_YxOsgbGGMpBK89DSqW1pBaaI7a9AAYNqaX5IwuSztGIlSwfD8Ata/s1600/IMG_0695.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2BizMrzSeU4g-_iLW3Tg1FD81Pcc3ggR7LkSaPgAnGw5DCyX7uFIqnGgH77KVFAfuiCHVvjYsSHVJG2kws7f85ma_YxOsgbGGMpBK89DSqW1pBaaI7a9AAYNqaX5IwuSztGIlSwfD8Ata/s400/IMG_0695.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5602842199985638402" /></a><div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">My husband, who doesn't like tomatoes, decided to taste it...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHGzJvtOuAsUJKRzKNuWRI6Y1cbwlWs4YjxRGid4qqDMAy6T1XvW78sgk0PZ8we5UA2v863ZlqtpF_DQck_Y-k0QvwKt_bOoF5RmJkComtG7s_Urh5X7GVsC7dYOcy-aR_J5TKLk1HfcCc/s1600/IMG_0697.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHGzJvtOuAsUJKRzKNuWRI6Y1cbwlWs4YjxRGid4qqDMAy6T1XvW78sgk0PZ8we5UA2v863ZlqtpF_DQck_Y-k0QvwKt_bOoF5RmJkComtG7s_Urh5X7GVsC7dYOcy-aR_J5TKLk1HfcCc/s400/IMG_0697.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5602842337789087538" /></a><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">His eyes opened wide, with a look that said..."Whaaat!? THAT'S what they are supposed to taste like?!" So priceless. </div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC5avIwUNuiNTdX8uMBSzRNHUJgz-lDNT_ufSGMptEaxnnRyutaj0AmF1YB-YP6k9E3y804FMZduUNNdaESfSI875We-vZYm5QKOman090VJ2OtebHc4YnfFqjr0qbyJwp1c8u8sgYKyM9/s1600/IMG_0696.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC5avIwUNuiNTdX8uMBSzRNHUJgz-lDNT_ufSGMptEaxnnRyutaj0AmF1YB-YP6k9E3y804FMZduUNNdaESfSI875We-vZYm5QKOman090VJ2OtebHc4YnfFqjr0qbyJwp1c8u8sgYKyM9/s400/IMG_0696.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5602842495205746962" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">He likes them now:)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>Yep...no sour water, mealy, orangey-pink tomatoes here, baby:) It's all deep red, tart, tomato-y bliss that makes you just want to slice it up, sprinkle with some kosher salt and fresh cracked pepper, and eat it for a meal! Next stop: Caprese Salad...every single bit of which will be harvested from our yard, or made in our kitchen...Mozz, Tomatoes, and Basil. Oh...well, I guess we aren't cold-pressing our own olive oil, or making our own salt and pepper...so, there's that.</div><div><br /></div><div> Oh my word, the rest of this society is missing out! I know we would be a much different place if everyone knew what vegetables are actually supposed to taste like! I just know it. What a travesty took place when we handed the care and feeding of our families and ourselves to a giant agri-business that doesn't care at all about us! </div><div><br /></div><div> <i>We're taking it back, people...taking. it. back.! </i></div><div><br /></div><div> I'm going to make as many people taste my beautiful vegetables as possible so that maybe I can reopen the world of beauty, color, and taste to everyone. I want everyone to know what they're missing out on! </div><div><br /></div><div><i> God didn't give us this planet in beige and grey! </i>He didn't just send us tasteless manna from the skies. He created things to be pleasurable and wonderful! He made it so <b>the health of our bodies, and joy of our hearts would be so intertwined </b>that to separate the two would be to make the world...you know...<i>what it is</i>. </div><div><br /></div><div><i>We are so under-living this life</i>. </div><div><br /></div><div><b>We are soooo under-living this beautiful life</b>!</div></div></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-5102037197363039472011-05-03T05:00:00.000-07:002011-05-03T16:22:23.888-07:00{whole children} :: sell your labels somewhere else<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXvItjZbBFZktz0hWmd9vvrcaIj-WWp_arrk_tnoLTVWy1lmhjkcJpk_3uPOOPVFVW-i-F_6Wty8kO95aN58OBuFp6fKUbe8xzcLH1FOExavSuYhvYt23qmazoTZv-TY3jnL9tZXm9tZqv/s1600/IMG_0067.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXvItjZbBFZktz0hWmd9vvrcaIj-WWp_arrk_tnoLTVWy1lmhjkcJpk_3uPOOPVFVW-i-F_6Wty8kO95aN58OBuFp6fKUbe8xzcLH1FOExavSuYhvYt23qmazoTZv-TY3jnL9tZXm9tZqv/s400/IMG_0067.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5602377935732599826" /></a><br />I'm not one of those parents that thinks that their child is the most brilliant human being ever created. I don't hold delusions, and I don't subscribe to parental hysteria. However, I know that I have a child whose mind does not operate on the same levels of other children. I have a son whose mind is architectural, scientific, structural, mathematical...and very, very engineering.<br /><br />It's rough for me, because I'm a literary. My son loves letters...insomuch as he can create their structure..."Mama, up-down-up-down makes an M...down-up-down-up makes a W." He could care less about stories. He could care less about the plot...but, rather..."mama, how did they build that building in that picture?" (got me, kiddo:{) He sees this world in a very different way than I do...in a very different way than it ever dawned on me to. It's extremely early for this personality to emerge to the degree that it has. So, no...I don't think that I have some sort of savant on my hands. But, what I DO KNOW...is that I have a child whose mind has surpassed that of his peers in ways that most people don't look for, at his age.<br /><br />So, when he doesn't want to sit and listen to a story...a story, by the way, that he has had memorized for the last 2 years, because I read it to him every single night for almost his entire life, so far...I would appreciate it very much if it were not implied to me that his behavior might need to be addressed with medication at some point. I would appreciate it very much, if it would be considered that what is seen as a behavior problem, is actually a result of the subject matter he is expected to pay attention to, is way beneath him. I would like it to be known that... you BORE MY SON TO TEARS.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">So...sell your labels somewhere else<span style="font-style:italic;"></span></span>...'cause THIS mama ain't buyin'. Just because you don't have the energy to help my child flourish, doesn't mean there's something wrong with him...it means there's something wrong with you. <div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Mama Bear is out to play with those who seek to suggest that labels somehow belong on my child.</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-28458649179650712302011-05-02T05:00:00.000-07:002011-05-02T10:44:49.939-07:00{whole me} :: mourning meaning<span class="Apple-style-span" >As I sat, watching the wedding of Wills & Kate this past Friday, I was struck by something unexpected. </span><div><br /></div><div>I've never been one for much pomp and circumstance...usually scoff at the idea of formality. I much enjoy ease and familiarity...even with strangers. I like the idea, and have often prided myself on the ability to make someone feel as thought they've known me forever. I do casual. I'm not a private person, and though I sometimes wish I had a demure disposition, I have been known to "get to the point"...and not dance around with suggestions. Truth be known, I can be somewhat of an ice-breaker.</div><div><br /></div><div>So, imagine my surprise, when watching this event that is arguably the most formal, pompous, demure, and rehearsed event there is...I was deeply moved. Never have I been a royal-watcher, but ever since Diana's death, I always wonder about and root for her sons...my ears perking up to see how they are shaped and what their life will be. So, yeah...I was interested in the wedding. I wanted to see it. <i>What a beautiful moment.</i> </div><div><br /></div><div>But, there was something else...something tugging in a deeper place....</div><div><br /></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >it was longing</span>. </i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div><b>Longing?!</b> Happy as I am for Duchess Catherine or Princess William or Kate...whatever you want to call her...I don't envy her the life she leads. However, the poise and calm with which she conducted herself, the majesty of Westminster Abbey, the horses with their polished silver, the choir of boys and men that sang...the hats (some of them, ahem)..this all added up to something that I think we are desperate for, in our society...<i>reverence and effort. </i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>It seems to me there's a general disdain for reverence, in this country. Maybe it's because we started as a country, through the circumstance of trying to escape the trappings of a ritualistic society. However, I think somewhere deep inside...our spirits are mourning....well, meaning. I realize that I am longing for a sense of deeper meaning...and, I want my community to share in it with me. </div><div><br /></div><div>While watching some BBC commentary, a British man was being interviewed by an American reporter. She asked him what he made of the fact that so many Americans were captivated by the wedding...and, this was something that struck me...she said, "even though most would be embarrassed to admit it." *Why? Why are we embarrassed?...we certainly aren't embarrassed by our entertainment export...JERSEY SHORE!!! (Well, I am...but, in general...)* His response really resonated with me, and some of the inner apathy that so many people, including myself, have been experiencing, lately. He said, "<i>Well, there has to be a certain deadness of spirit, doesn't there, not to want anyone to know that you think this is a beautiful thing?" </i></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div><i></i><b>Why, yes...cute Mr. British Man...there does. Thank you for identifying that for me. </b></div><div><b><br /></b></div><div>Think about it...as a general rule...we look sideways at enthusiasm. We look sideways at tradition. Don't be too happy...don't be too sad...don't be too Christian..don't be too tactful...don't be too kind...don't be too spiritual...don't be TOO excited...don't be <i>TOO...don't be </i><b style="font-style: italic; ">TOO! </b>But, some things we are more than happy to celebrate TOO MUCH of. (Hello, celebrities with poor judgement!?)</div><div><b style="font-style: italic; "><br /></b></div><div>Well...awesome. Where does that leave us? We don't want to put too much effort into anything. We don't want to treasure our pasts. We don't want to celebrate roots...we don't give a crap about heritage. We want to erase history in the name of progression, and we certainly don't want anyone to cling to the past...otherwise, you're backward thinking. </div><div><br /></div><div>It's not that I don't appreciate progression. Things like civil rights, racial equality, communication...the ability to talk about things that desperately need talking about...the ability to question things that need questioning. However, I think in our classic, American "all or nothing" way of doing things...we've thrown the proverbial baby out with the bathwater. </div><div><br /></div><div>We've progressed ourselves right into a shallow puddle of muck. </div><div><br /></div><div>Respect, tact, reverence, decorum, dignity, rootedness...these are all casualties of "progression." I think it's time we start putting things under the right heading, you know? Like, maybe fighting against racism and sexism can be under PROGRESSION...and other things like sexual deviancy, hatefulness, and debauchery can stop being "forms of self-expression" and start being what they are...TRASHINESS. </div><div><br /></div><div>I'm all about going against the flow of the machine...however, I dont' think that needs to be an excuse to conduct ourselves with absolutely no self control...no tact...no integrity. Maybe we need to be reminded that not every single thought, every single moment of the day, deserves to be spouted out whenever we want to. <i>How truly immature of us.</i> Maybe...just maybe...we should be humble enough to realize that we don't have all the answers. Maybe...just maybe...we should grow the hell up. </div><div><br /></div><div>I think it's safe to assume, that as we move through this new chapter...after last night's news...maybe we should take a different approach. Maybe the venomous spew that seems to be so rampant amongst people with differing political opinions...maybe we could honor human sacrifice with the end of that. Maybe we could take back our lives from corporate interest...and begin working on human interests...you know taking care of those who need it...loving one another. Being civilized in spirit. Whatever that looks like to you...to me it looks like Jesus.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Maybe deadness of spirit isn't progress...maybe it isn't victory</b>. </div><div><br /></div><div>Maybe it's time that we lived...<i>truly lived</i>.</div><div><br /></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >"The glory of God is man fully alive." - Saint Irenaeus</span></i></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-10596005128872916262011-04-30T05:00:00.000-07:002011-04-30T05:00:00.164-07:00{inspiration} :: the sunflower sessions<div>Blue? Down in the dumps? Well, take a mason jar, add some giant sunflowers, and PRESTO!...instant joy!</div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI1zsbw6mNb2P_yxMbphAZGJ_2NF70GMm2lMrpDfayr8pkVH0FUu3NNT1qomsziHx8aBO4dh3239EorPnqUR9JQYcbDufQCZ4nhByWu_Vhs0t124Q3M8aBlTLGFoPrOIOAtTqT0uUaaPuB/s1600/IMG_0657-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI1zsbw6mNb2P_yxMbphAZGJ_2NF70GMm2lMrpDfayr8pkVH0FUu3NNT1qomsziHx8aBO4dh3239EorPnqUR9JQYcbDufQCZ4nhByWu_Vhs0t124Q3M8aBlTLGFoPrOIOAtTqT0uUaaPuB/s400/IMG_0657-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599943590541704306" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixrVy1xfvuIReasaREn2XOkB5HYgYT1nQ6pEp9xroyuL3HseAbuiIeICbe4ZyO9ZA_zovzqKjSJ7-6z_UFIStdohxPgi-eT1WQpKsgH7rj8Q0O4PJPqR8NG2pIBfwIi9v-5G0e7QiYsYf4/s1600/IMG_0656-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixrVy1xfvuIReasaREn2XOkB5HYgYT1nQ6pEp9xroyuL3HseAbuiIeICbe4ZyO9ZA_zovzqKjSJ7-6z_UFIStdohxPgi-eT1WQpKsgH7rj8Q0O4PJPqR8NG2pIBfwIi9v-5G0e7QiYsYf4/s400/IMG_0656-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599943276461109826" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCm10YEHD_cJB-LONTLcwbgMthyphenhyphenib3GqQcRkBtSp19E3oOQ8L05GGwexzHl6p5HCsgH5EHW2J5TOPWDNSgeJzVzLaSMVqU_lb6YfEQMYYfkT0qIlre3AaR95BpcZFXxL58iB21S_YO3cYN/s1600/IMG_0652-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCm10YEHD_cJB-LONTLcwbgMthyphenhyphenib3GqQcRkBtSp19E3oOQ8L05GGwexzHl6p5HCsgH5EHW2J5TOPWDNSgeJzVzLaSMVqU_lb6YfEQMYYfkT0qIlre3AaR95BpcZFXxL58iB21S_YO3cYN/s400/IMG_0652-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599942995317354034" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmED7dEh-1jJk5YeNydRBjjGPYYB6pqoQFgd2OMX14Y83qm9TfLMFPOMxHzkc0NsAY1acce9Nd-M7lfr6mRcwd_ucE9j_6rWyWiC8eLiTrCLNWrKGp1PcKK87FeH0-vTzJtWLgrwy433os/s1600/IMG_0651.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmED7dEh-1jJk5YeNydRBjjGPYYB6pqoQFgd2OMX14Y83qm9TfLMFPOMxHzkc0NsAY1acce9Nd-M7lfr6mRcwd_ucE9j_6rWyWiC8eLiTrCLNWrKGp1PcKK87FeH0-vTzJtWLgrwy433os/s400/IMG_0651.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599942528984263250" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCreeJ92M58VIR0jbYtCAvsINWLMVi_UomaM9jXMjOphPuf1FZzIyaND6xRmcmzCzM2DWT83axtIfJhmyLXOwZrWS1H4gb64SifNVxoVWz29hNWfFk5wxp1NsTJrvAPWTsUzApUGQt4hP2/s1600/IMG_0649.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCreeJ92M58VIR0jbYtCAvsINWLMVi_UomaM9jXMjOphPuf1FZzIyaND6xRmcmzCzM2DWT83axtIfJhmyLXOwZrWS1H4gb64SifNVxoVWz29hNWfFk5wxp1NsTJrvAPWTsUzApUGQt4hP2/s400/IMG_0649.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599942316638475762" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBLWYj94WwjD7Cggm8pH2fT0xupr3dGjz6-SGb4w41WKCk1XbezWogK-zAAplrJmNJkwLgjTM54mgL_mjYLEvwjwpa7v298KTRYOs00YtTFrnQE8gew5tNrVf14-h_aympxidBIdqrIDTc/s1600/IMG_0643-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBLWYj94WwjD7Cggm8pH2fT0xupr3dGjz6-SGb4w41WKCk1XbezWogK-zAAplrJmNJkwLgjTM54mgL_mjYLEvwjwpa7v298KTRYOs00YtTFrnQE8gew5tNrVf14-h_aympxidBIdqrIDTc/s400/IMG_0643-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599942062329032690" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiraXB31F2vFLydU0n4qLHz9lwGDQTMJUN7abJi749z1oXY61WK4w0hG_S8cuFRojxEdQdxMyuxrJINGO3mzGVs-8AR4HceWYoX9j311ywAlT2tJXmhAmefbHe41VzMWVx0FlqCNyBUOCui/s1600/IMG_0634-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiraXB31F2vFLydU0n4qLHz9lwGDQTMJUN7abJi749z1oXY61WK4w0hG_S8cuFRojxEdQdxMyuxrJINGO3mzGVs-8AR4HceWYoX9j311ywAlT2tJXmhAmefbHe41VzMWVx0FlqCNyBUOCui/s400/IMG_0634-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599941742005097794" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihm9TyVOFGhjorq3OOFdxDH92s6fbIGRPqo3rnVsY5gltbe0NnkxlKn1W06T-EcL9hhWxVpSaGsO8pXEgzl5pE2AVN4whw76p_XAoE2-x5cf4QcOVUYNEJ8l91iMX67HuvTwRNW3y0VGDH/s1600/IMG_0639.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihm9TyVOFGhjorq3OOFdxDH92s6fbIGRPqo3rnVsY5gltbe0NnkxlKn1W06T-EcL9hhWxVpSaGsO8pXEgzl5pE2AVN4whw76p_XAoE2-x5cf4QcOVUYNEJ8l91iMX67HuvTwRNW3y0VGDH/s400/IMG_0639.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599941338550218418" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqA0N_oOZMj4rtJKEQJy_84H_t_igQx_VIiSiiLPINqElgQ4ZETPdi5HyAZx6zTO9ddaOORzY2W_ZxjrGJBT3H8Gmzaxad2P0GfnMMrW36mLGLOCGN9X3kBHprVZNq-QEgDTFAVwfSaBQ-/s1600/IMG_0632-1.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiqA0N_oOZMj4rtJKEQJy_84H_t_igQx_VIiSiiLPINqElgQ4ZETPdi5HyAZx6zTO9ddaOORzY2W_ZxjrGJBT3H8Gmzaxad2P0GfnMMrW36mLGLOCGN9X3kBHprVZNq-QEgDTFAVwfSaBQ-/s400/IMG_0632-1.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599941116056309554" /></a>Just a little weekend inspiration from my dining room table to your soul:)Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-72569150414277616882011-04-28T05:00:00.000-07:002011-04-28T05:00:02.317-07:00{whole home} :: woolen dryer ballsAs we have journeyed away from harmful chemicals, I had pretty much everything covered... except for the dryer sheet issue. It didn't really dawn on me for a while, that those would leave harmful residue on our clothing and skin. So, imagine my surprise when I was reading a valued blog one day, and realized that I had missed a biggie! Functional though they may be, those suckers are heavy-laden with chemicals and toxins. I was at a loss as to what to do.<div><br /></div><div>So, for a few months, I tried the "nothing" approach. Just the dryer. Well, that was miserable. I'm not a fan of static cling...in fact, it makes me a little furious. Sooo...after much ado, I found woolen dryer balls. (thank you, Google) Of course, the minute I discovered them, they just came out of the wood works and everyone was talking about them...I mean...where had I been? </div><div><br /></div><div>I have to tell you, I was pretty skeptical, because the claims on these things were kind of unreal...</div><div><ul><li>they cut your drying time by 25%</li><li>they last for up to 10 years</li><li>they reduce static cling</li><li>you can add essential oils if you want scent</li><li>no toxins...at all</li></ul><div><i>I doubted it, but I bought some anyway.</i></div><div><br /></div><div> Well...I'll gladly eat my hat, because these things work, and I can now do the happy pants dance! So, that's it...$16 for a set of 4, that I just leave in my dryer...and voila!! They do everything they say they will...no static, no toxins, and I'll be doggoned if they don't cut my drying time significantly. </div></div><div><br /></div><div>Is there anything negative about them?...well, if you just need something, Eeyore...I occasionally have to unroll them from the end of my sheets. So, there...if you're bound and determined to have a catch, there it is.</div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you handmade, people driven, community oriented business! </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7enicwdjTZ_didhfUCbaO2Ru_nJsDjF6InD_9Rfv5_Z4j6zsPGelDaU7w0VFjugGNpbP-uYXxoIjaTJxBmmbDgALh1tVn7d5C0-ryv4T3sHWijePDnjl5shKuHhiK2OW50a2f733-zBzX/s1600/IMG_0001.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7enicwdjTZ_didhfUCbaO2Ru_nJsDjF6InD_9Rfv5_Z4j6zsPGelDaU7w0VFjugGNpbP-uYXxoIjaTJxBmmbDgALh1tVn7d5C0-ryv4T3sHWijePDnjl5shKuHhiK2OW50a2f733-zBzX/s400/IMG_0001.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599933974189491874" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{these have been used for about 4 months, now}</div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUjhEGn9uzXi8hFM7d3SoczpHoIkroUqah9Crkn0ypEFrjz1zsojLrgKrK1wgW_QjwBHVGV3h7-gOZbzG3dXC3sC3tUT4FyjuzwCW0G0meZSDZQLPBu7UaT3JUKEeStDyHySRdD6SahH1h/s1600/IMG_0008.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUjhEGn9uzXi8hFM7d3SoczpHoIkroUqah9Crkn0ypEFrjz1zsojLrgKrK1wgW_QjwBHVGV3h7-gOZbzG3dXC3sC3tUT4FyjuzwCW0G0meZSDZQLPBu7UaT3JUKEeStDyHySRdD6SahH1h/s400/IMG_0008.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599934204442655650" /></a><br /></div><div>I got mine <a href="http://www.blogger.com/www.etsy.com/shop/CleanSypria?ref=seller_info">here.</a> Happy ball shopping:)</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-73670673586377458762011-04-27T05:00:00.000-07:002011-04-27T05:00:03.046-07:00{whole food} :: new life<div>I posted about our little backyard farm a couple of months ago, and I've taken pictures time and again, with the intent to show the progress as we went. For a while, that was an extremely boring endeavor. But, we kept at it, and with a little help from some rain and temperature pops...WHAMMO...something new happens every day.</div><div><br /></div><div>It turns out this little farming thing goes way deeper than growing your own food. </div><div><br /></div><div>I believe that God gave us the duty to work the land with our hands, and to try to be self-sufficient. But, as with every child, the older I get, the more I realize that His instructions to me are not simply face value. As it turns out...this works out heavily in the realm of cultivation. I realize a new metaphor every single day as we do this. In order to bear fruit, we have to be vigilant, consistent, patient, gentle, caring, nurturing...we have to do the physical act of all that it takes to cultivate a spirit, a relationship, a child...a healthy body. We sweat, we ache some, we talk about what's best, we pray, we thank God...it encompasses all the effort it takes to make a life full and real. </div><div><br /></div><div>I want the best tasting food, from the best possible source, in the best possible way. That takes work...</div><div><br /></div><div><b><i>WORK WORTH DOING.</i></b></div><div><b><i><br /></i></b></div><div>So, I give you the food...soon to be nourishment to our bodies...currently, the unexpected nourishment for our souls. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7LDuEikgnkpo6pW7zYlcNVbUgy4OyZ4juYS3jwBT1NNvcc7QEmbL7mVYzt_91OzwZRNNOmPCyU7UEsPxe11KtX47zpfYFFOe17Smfw4fScyrq0uZ73VsuoElQ33TJ7VYgH6nVrSJd1Vre/s1600/IMG_0684.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7LDuEikgnkpo6pW7zYlcNVbUgy4OyZ4juYS3jwBT1NNvcc7QEmbL7mVYzt_91OzwZRNNOmPCyU7UEsPxe11KtX47zpfYFFOe17Smfw4fScyrq0uZ73VsuoElQ33TJ7VYgH6nVrSJd1Vre/s400/IMG_0684.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599927211092149298" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{our flamboyant squash blossom}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy7-_bDYPIviGB6XLeRscuHiusoUEr7RA5wo0zDRN2al8BddcUqNUXCzqOBYfw8PjZw0rU4eP8wYhJUSuMs0QMxXI8OuE3gNW2-TU-GUrdCEyO4dDZVEpEodvsgqAoJ4QrsT-vBA4i-9nX/s1600/IMG_0679.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy7-_bDYPIviGB6XLeRscuHiusoUEr7RA5wo0zDRN2al8BddcUqNUXCzqOBYfw8PjZw0rU4eP8wYhJUSuMs0QMxXI8OuE3gNW2-TU-GUrdCEyO4dDZVEpEodvsgqAoJ4QrsT-vBA4i-9nX/s400/IMG_0679.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599926156899906466" /></a><div><div style="text-align: center;"><u></u>{the undercover San Marzanos}</div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy7-_bDYPIviGB6XLeRscuHiusoUEr7RA5wo0zDRN2al8BddcUqNUXCzqOBYfw8PjZw0rU4eP8wYhJUSuMs0QMxXI8OuE3gNW2-TU-GUrdCEyO4dDZVEpEodvsgqAoJ4QrsT-vBA4i-9nX/s1600/IMG_0679.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2gPU8LUo0MKSttmSMMGyDxk3ptoRutw8eqsDDX-oIaI6M9wQZkod6geU5WYMFZnGkwGcyEt1XUKoL7YjWbbaEyVagv15h3UDcNjQ0zUV6u0Neq4DJ3qwFk4JC4PIpPtt5cau_rluDgeqJ/s1600/IMG_0687.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2gPU8LUo0MKSttmSMMGyDxk3ptoRutw8eqsDDX-oIaI6M9wQZkod6geU5WYMFZnGkwGcyEt1XUKoL7YjWbbaEyVagv15h3UDcNjQ0zUV6u0Neq4DJ3qwFk4JC4PIpPtt5cau_rluDgeqJ/s400/IMG_0687.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599925638137239122" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{herbs}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjoKI6tjLELfDIpsKsoctHJbuwIlsKyCAmvc8hZXaj1avMhyr6_qp6rO_mvVt-w2XYp-iLaFIy42Vws3lUhPCVijAhbm38JBSmcWWjngBRM-3AiPa_0cG4hin0DRTg2RK7xxcNlpq98k0fm/s1600/IMG_0681.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjoKI6tjLELfDIpsKsoctHJbuwIlsKyCAmvc8hZXaj1avMhyr6_qp6rO_mvVt-w2XYp-iLaFIy42Vws3lUhPCVijAhbm38JBSmcWWjngBRM-3AiPa_0cG4hin0DRTg2RK7xxcNlpq98k0fm/s400/IMG_0681.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599925238345637762" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{unruly lettuce}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk_KyY1IpfbK6l_L826_aLaMEeabuXuYbqWNkXGkufdFoOPKpfvaaNWxN6txEovJR4XLFQ-TtN4O7IP_P_1eBS47c-RgEOXZaZmXfFbiTfy9T0uRSPzHV_6hl-8sPKDBq0zDto08gVEEvC/s1600/IMG_0677.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk_KyY1IpfbK6l_L826_aLaMEeabuXuYbqWNkXGkufdFoOPKpfvaaNWxN6txEovJR4XLFQ-TtN4O7IP_P_1eBS47c-RgEOXZaZmXfFbiTfy9T0uRSPzHV_6hl-8sPKDBq0zDto08gVEEvC/s400/IMG_0677.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599924954913921330" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{banana peppers!}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6dih1a3znP5IPZjg6y4PCXnlUHqnDIOVTN4ZtQZxYHTj2yGNCiQnTBewMPWsfieDcFGl3kuD3_7_dOOtxgAKTJUOd9YIzZRpvcTjfGahFcKCmwM_R9N533d31fP0gNjH_89RWfuAf6i30/s1600/IMG_0683.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6dih1a3znP5IPZjg6y4PCXnlUHqnDIOVTN4ZtQZxYHTj2yGNCiQnTBewMPWsfieDcFGl3kuD3_7_dOOtxgAKTJUOd9YIzZRpvcTjfGahFcKCmwM_R9N533d31fP0gNjH_89RWfuAf6i30/s400/IMG_0683.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599923375853090114" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{random prodigal spinach}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaXokDRtohgDrx3ZtAAj70iNRAtnVSenKAjmYswW0sQjsZ9aaiVjo06lgvc9tgxloOEmscP27LKsgCQvYvSKwK106fH3toUKF3TQ99PbVYJMGyf0F3ADmuAeqETApHnJZbGZ2qkt068huN/s1600/IMG_0685.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaXokDRtohgDrx3ZtAAj70iNRAtnVSenKAjmYswW0sQjsZ9aaiVjo06lgvc9tgxloOEmscP27LKsgCQvYvSKwK106fH3toUKF3TQ99PbVYJMGyf0F3ADmuAeqETApHnJZbGZ2qkt068huN/s400/IMG_0685.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599922575314594066" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{our first color...I can't wait!}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOughTfXPuKZu8aTghIQXb1OVBFzVt3IMsYxCvnlASjgUidnmkw5wUyqPVyN04HambYo2tyBCBYLmVZlPDquzIiHfN1gY9Rzxqq1uhqAIG84tXMaXZ3HIa7BPGFjVO_fyLpVzz427rUTZr/s1600/IMG_0675.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOughTfXPuKZu8aTghIQXb1OVBFzVt3IMsYxCvnlASjgUidnmkw5wUyqPVyN04HambYo2tyBCBYLmVZlPDquzIiHfN1gY9Rzxqq1uhqAIG84tXMaXZ3HIa7BPGFjVO_fyLpVzz427rUTZr/s400/IMG_0675.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599922319367843570" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{more tomatoes}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnvY0K_Gim3DKBqBSbJjbCMkiP_i7sfZVXNY0E-TVfKmKsBfLFPow89pvu0ExTpwntTsDZrLnzegEZ4pSahrLXK347xOTzAqeAfV_cNhaGRbQYhVdQfwv6JN-qRaYe3Pu-7wVMISAfpcND/s1600/IMG_0680.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnvY0K_Gim3DKBqBSbJjbCMkiP_i7sfZVXNY0E-TVfKmKsBfLFPow89pvu0ExTpwntTsDZrLnzegEZ4pSahrLXK347xOTzAqeAfV_cNhaGRbQYhVdQfwv6JN-qRaYe3Pu-7wVMISAfpcND/s400/IMG_0680.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599921751974892498" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{more lettuces and carrot rows}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwGVdg2KXUzZgGD-pS1CAxg6Od9cQIp5dq7R0PxBkusVu-JrPfAwhrnzJFAKof-F6jZD3KTxwGiAYmEOU0LdYGW19t7yd-l9npY9eCZOAfbxISYUdlx6qccvpGLS_YYhrGMo1k0tWKWgL0/s1600/IMG_0674.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwGVdg2KXUzZgGD-pS1CAxg6Od9cQIp5dq7R0PxBkusVu-JrPfAwhrnzJFAKof-F6jZD3KTxwGiAYmEOU0LdYGW19t7yd-l9npY9eCZOAfbxISYUdlx6qccvpGLS_YYhrGMo1k0tWKWgL0/s400/IMG_0674.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599921358751752258" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{the view from the end}</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Thanks, Lord...what will You show me today?</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-57331993276863258522011-04-26T05:00:00.000-07:002011-04-26T08:45:15.935-07:00{whole children} :: the great inquisition of 2011Well, here I am. I know...I don't have any excuses. Yeah...there's school, my child, my husband, my hormones. Truth is...I had the time, but I've been wasting it. God's getting a hold of me about it...don't worry. But, what I really want to talk about today is...<div><br /></div><div>The Great Inquisition of 2011...help. me. Rhonda.</div><div><br /></div><div>My son has entered that stage where he asks the million questions over and over and over and over and over. But, it's not just an inquisitive stage...he asks questions like "Mama, what's my name?", "Mama, where are my feet? I lost my feet?", "Mama...who's your husband?"...you know, questions he knows all the answers to. </div><div><br /></div><div> *<i>insert hair pulling*</i> </div><div><br /></div><div>Here's the thing...I know that he just wants to find a reason to have conversation with us. I love that. It's just problematic when he wants to converse 24 hours a day. To his credit...he's an only child who was SO NOT built to be an only child. He loves people, he loves to talk to people, and his social prowess knows no bounds. I love it. I was the same way as a kid. But, sometimes...we have other things that need attending to. Bless his sweet, little heart...he's driving us crazy. </div><div><br /></div><div>I know, I know...there will be a day, approximately 9 years from now, where I will be wishing he would just open up to me...ask me some questions. There will be a day, when the 4 year old will be a 13 year old, and I will be longing for the problems of today...wishing I had all the answers to his questions. I know that, and I'm working on it. But, today...</div><div><br /></div><div>I feel like I'm in an interrogation room all day, every day. But, then he does this...</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgplWXzWQS-JPy72otf1T1w7i1swAsearedufFv36PD3jakHtvUpTvXuwdSj3czdNffY1dcSGE5Tel9RfEDtrWDEzSpmIvDiMe9gXOClPhoguKW3N7FI1LPsn1Flmsn7K3MyF-eqbLjFah2/s1600/IMG_0013.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgplWXzWQS-JPy72otf1T1w7i1swAsearedufFv36PD3jakHtvUpTvXuwdSj3czdNffY1dcSGE5Tel9RfEDtrWDEzSpmIvDiMe9gXOClPhoguKW3N7FI1LPsn1Flmsn7K3MyF-eqbLjFah2/s400/IMG_0013.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599917677057243890" /></a></div><div><br /></div><div>...and I just want him to wake up and ask me more inane questions, and step on my feet, and kick me in the shins, and leave a trail of destruction in his wake...sigh. I love him and his little warrior spirit...crazy as it makes me.</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-56235637710615701172011-03-29T09:08:00.000-07:002011-03-29T20:42:39.371-07:00{whole me} :: facing the giants<div>I just need to share this. I need to share, because this moved me to tears...not just because of the subject matter, but because what she's doing is what I aspire to do. I don't have the confidence or the credentials...but, this is what it's all about. This is the life in my head. It's such an important path...and this reminded me that I have the power. Little housewife, mommy me...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/rixyrCNVVGA?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe><div><br /></div><div>...I have the power.</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-62831789886596225322011-03-21T10:57:00.000-07:002011-03-21T10:59:22.415-07:00{whole me} :: beingI've been having a difficult few weeks. Internally...it's all internal. I struggle to be as genuine, here, as I can, because I like to entertain and be quippy when I write this blog. But, sometimes, I think it's important to share struggle. <div><br /></div><div>Some of the greatest inspiration, the most profound healing, and the most genuine "I get that!" moments, when I read my favorite blogs, are when the writer lets go and just shares the "dirties" in their heart. <div><br /></div><div> <b><i>We're all in this together.</i></b> </div><div><br /></div><div>If we're not...we may as well just hang it up...<i>right now</i>.</div></div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes, I feel like a bad stage mom. Only...I'm not imposing my warped versions of myself onto a child...I'm projecting them onto me. The truth is, I've been in a bad mood for about 6 weeks.</div><div><br /></div><div> I have reasons...lots of reasons. But...everyone has reasons. </div><div><br /></div><div>The issues are not the problem. I have allowed them to control my response. I have neglected to spend time in the Word, sleep correctly, exercise, and be thankful. I have come to realize that my bad mood may not have lasted so long if I had handled myself correctly.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>But, there was this belief...a belief that said I have the right to be as blah as I feel like being...<i>because of my reasons. </i></div><div><br /></div><div><i></i>Well, you know what...it affected everyone around me...but, most of all...my husband. Our marriage has taken a real hit these past few weeks. The fruits of my bad mood are ugly...verbal tear downs of my husband, rejection of my responsibilities as the caretaker of our home, and a feeling of deep discontentment with my life. <i>In the light of the what's happening around our world...how disgusting is that?! Heck...in light of what's happening in the lives of some of the people I know, it's out of line. </i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>I'm happy to report that after a good night's rest, followed by a good solid hour in the Word and in prayer, this morning...I feel well on my way to repair. However, I have a lot of work to do. </div><div><br /></div><div>Now that I have gotten the confession out of the way...I don't want to beat down the experience with a bunch of oppressive guilt. There are actual reasons, here...let's explore.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Hormones - </b>Hormones are a thorn in my side. They have been making life difficult for me since I was a very little girl. Explain to an eight year old why she needs to wear a bra 3 years before all her friends...and that when she's nine...she'll enter the fun world of menses. It wasn't fun then...and it's less fun when you are a 20-something woman who desperately wants to have children, and is unable to conceive. I will go further into hormones at some point...but, they are so in depth and complex that I may have to treat it as a research paper. For now...they are the source from which so many of my life's issues spring...and second only to sleep apnea...six weeks of irrational depression leads the pack. </div><div><br /></div><div><b>Sleep Apnea -</b> building on the aforementioned hormone problem, sleep apnea is literally killing me. I'm working hard to get weight off (also made difficult by the hormone monster). However, when you don't get oxygen most of the night, and you sleep like a dying fish...it's easy to see how proper choices and more productive self-soothing techniques can get lost in the fog. Not to mention the pain factor...When you wake up to every single joint in your body aching, all your muscles being completely rigid, and your heart racing 90 miles an hour, it's a tough sell to get up and go work out...even though that is actually the answer. Exhaustion doesn't even begin to cover the effects.</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Feeling overwhelmed - </b>when one struggles just to get their day started, it stands to reason that things will start to pile up. I don't know about other moms, but my list of things to do on a daily basis, doesn't lend itself to late starts and less-than-productive paces. When you are a full time student, fledgling farmer, mother, wife, housekeeper, lover, psychologist, guidance counselor, builder-upper, chef, writer, teacher, organizer, and handyman...with the added pressure of not feeling fully equipped to do ANY of them, much less ALL of them...and then add to the pile that you feel called to do all of them, with almost the same amount of vigor...well...how do you feel just reading it?</div><div><br /></div><div><b>Inadequate spiritual feeding - </b>not getting up in the morning to have time with God, allowing yourself to get out of the habit of going to fellowship and worship at church, not having time to spend with great women, not having time to pursue things you enjoy, and not having time to reflect...does not a joyful woman make. Thankfully, my husband was kind enough to make it very easy for me to go wandering, yesterday...bookstores, World Market, Bed Bath & Beyond <span class="Apple-style-span">(where I found a <i>gorgeous</i>, organic cotton shower curtain ON CLEARANCE! *thank You, Lord.) </span><span class="Apple-style-span">I came home feeling like I had a second wind. The fruits of that are showing all over today!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">So, now...<b>what's the answer to avoiding this issue in the future?</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's just what you think it is. It's something you already know. It's what's picking at the back of your brain...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's returning to The Source...the One who called you to the life you lead. The One who equips you to fulfill each and every one of those callings. The One who completely heals old physical ailments. The One who blessed you with the husband and the children you have. The One who makes it possible for that husband to forgive you time and again, when you realize what you've been doing. The One who cares enough to do the tiniest, seemingly ridiculous little thing to let you know that He's thinking about you...like place the very last beautiful shower curtain, that adheres to your convictions about product manufacturing, in your face, and then make it half price so that you can afford it. The One who lovingly takes you in His arms, gently wipes the dirt from your face, and nourishes your aching body...heals your exhausted spirit...and then sends you back out to do the work you've been given. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's realizing that you aren't a failure for not being loving, joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle, and self-controlled...because you alone cannot. You realize that your failure came from not maintaining your roots in Christ...from whom those fruits are a natural bi-product of closeness with Him. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">It's finally going and falling at the feet of the Savior...and knowing that's how you do it all...by letting Him.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span">*I realize that not everyone who reads my blog is a believer in Christ. I'm not here to imperialize my heart onto anyone else, or God forbid, alienate anyone. I believe, however, that God reveals Himself to all who really want Him to. Whatever you do or believe...plug in, listen to your spirit, and find true healing. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNFu7THK2TyzRwvD3ZBkanTpKZRXWlmQcdo-EF5emob94HjoI8itGIt9MGssqT3k_WR6fgxBYs_az5QICnKWELz_V5Dn8ORu9mTOc3LgYMlCz-VulIneYufewRv7AniCwRLiesDkH-pcCk/s1600/IMG_0096.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNFu7THK2TyzRwvD3ZBkanTpKZRXWlmQcdo-EF5emob94HjoI8itGIt9MGssqT3k_WR6fgxBYs_az5QICnKWELz_V5Dn8ORu9mTOc3LgYMlCz-VulIneYufewRv7AniCwRLiesDkH-pcCk/s400/IMG_0096.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5586582398528794290" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">{just for fun: my shower curtain from God:)}</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-44953877288333547222011-03-08T05:00:00.000-08:002011-03-08T05:00:01.248-08:00{whole food} :: the rubber meets the roadWow! What a whirlwind of a month was February?! Lots and lots has been going on around this place, and I am bound and determined to give you the highlights, without getting into the nitty gritty of the goings on in my head, the past few weeks...that's later. For now, I want to highlight the season we are in, right now...the grunt work it takes to realize a dream...<div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizs6rpwioCN-6kRyF12EELU9I_ZJ8ls_5PDxX8pT2ikU8zYHh3qkwbns9EwbZ7MO5uLZiWtE-Km_K69r5cn5GtNz6YdlH5kDgi4cLffZvULRpZiaKQMllZbQVcF1QiGjPEXFe38FH-VRld/s1600/IMG_0034.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizs6rpwioCN-6kRyF12EELU9I_ZJ8ls_5PDxX8pT2ikU8zYHh3qkwbns9EwbZ7MO5uLZiWtE-Km_K69r5cn5GtNz6YdlH5kDgi4cLffZvULRpZiaKQMllZbQVcF1QiGjPEXFe38FH-VRld/s400/IMG_0034.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580689538679589954" /></a><br /></div><div><b>A year ago, we watched <a href="http://www.foodincmovie.com/">Food, Inc.</a></b> </div><div><br /></div><div><i>It changed the course of our lives, forever.</i></div><div><br /></div><div>We watch lots of documentaries. We always get something from them. However, it's often something that touches us with some valuable information, and then we move on, change a couple of practices, and things look very much the same. But, this time...it stuck with us. It changed us at a cellular level. Suddenly, many things about our previous lifestyle were simply unacceptable...unthinkable. We would never be the same. I have documented our quest for real food, and in some ways...we ended up back where we started. But, in the most important ways...we are in another world. </div><div><br /></div><div>We are at that point where the rubber meets the road. It's time to put up, or shut up. It's time to...well, you know. In short, we plant food, get animals, or we just get busy dyin' faster. </div><div><br /></div><div>We opt for the former...howeeeevvverrrr...</div><div><br /></div><div>Let me just say...all the daydreams about working the soil, and feeling the sun on my neck...so wonderful and peaceful...well, CRAP! </div><div><br /></div><div><b>*Caveat Alert!!</b>*</div><div> Turns out, I've been a city girl for 33 years, and for some reason, my poor back...timid after years of beatings by a pair of bully giganto-boobs...is not so chipper about joining the real food movement. It's one thing to get all passionate about growing food, and type about it all day...it's quite another to, you know...DO IT! Sheesh!! </div><div><br /></div><div>Hoeing rows and planting food hurts. Shoveling compost...hurts. My husband and I both feel like we were the junk cars in a monster truck rally. If this were a workout program, I'd be waving my bloodied kerchief, dialing the chiro and figuring out how to let everyone in on the fact that all my talk is, once again, not going to materialize. </div><div><br /></div><div>But...</div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s400/IMG_0036.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581572625291793330" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...I have him...and he does most of the work...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"></a><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"></a><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"></a><div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><br /></u></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"></a><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjn7UdKVx04YseOfiEAQ2AjU1DZdA1KEqC5fBje9oLxjIYvD7GpfDKiyQt7rNlBkSfpL8g2ZItD11hhYkaGYkASxjPCjxxXIeSTIvqP42rgJZQPsqSRrmfohz8tq0RmYSs3tGI-unSvgJxV/s1600/IMG_0036.JPG"></a></div></div></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii6nlqvYONApsS5cZIxb-X31w3VJcka5KMW9rPiUlNIhwEHFphtSuRLHqoicbec1QDQGNsZoTj2HZYw1p5BI1klDp1L7F4W6O94OR-QbctzbAIDmAK25btDwWY_Shb-Ksj3eyCPXHH0GdP/s1600/IMG_0040.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEii6nlqvYONApsS5cZIxb-X31w3VJcka5KMW9rPiUlNIhwEHFphtSuRLHqoicbec1QDQGNsZoTj2HZYw1p5BI1klDp1L7F4W6O94OR-QbctzbAIDmAK25btDwWY_Shb-Ksj3eyCPXHH0GdP/s400/IMG_0040.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581573724761303330" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...and we have about 300 square feet of plant-able space for food...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgriIN-QDsL52t6vUPdD_mNB0deLcR2cIyS1qljKNi9NxwkS4Ae5pG4uUs1XTExIWoZ-I0vY4a-zdwXbt8TPOKfmikiRZ_WboD4_d_OPiJRAb7qeHrFwLfkWvkUUQdRKjGl5d-6i5WEGKRw/s1600/IMG_0048.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgriIN-QDsL52t6vUPdD_mNB0deLcR2cIyS1qljKNi9NxwkS4Ae5pG4uUs1XTExIWoZ-I0vY4a-zdwXbt8TPOKfmikiRZ_WboD4_d_OPiJRAb7qeHrFwLfkWvkUUQdRKjGl5d-6i5WEGKRw/s400/IMG_0048.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581574219104770226" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...and so we planted 1/3 of that this past weekend...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU_AOcmfSOcv_GJvavEPzH8v6hw5q0aOGJSnBS-MyNdiKfASn_cpSiy-OD-ultT5_RSNF4M1sbq_rKr5zexeXtAsmc0CPfYUNpFxvIzWnDhKDh3Qge7Vh8NwTKRkUtVxvjU_cY7HcH6XRl/s1600/IMG_0046.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiU_AOcmfSOcv_GJvavEPzH8v6hw5q0aOGJSnBS-MyNdiKfASn_cpSiy-OD-ultT5_RSNF4M1sbq_rKr5zexeXtAsmc0CPfYUNpFxvIzWnDhKDh3Qge7Vh8NwTKRkUtVxvjU_cY7HcH6XRl/s400/IMG_0046.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581575100938261074" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...and I got one of the most valuable manicures of my life...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvmgKbhkN6_jzIoJdRZOHZ-wilYMi3y2kqkutFNW7YBV5piY-cmhWGY73TQohf7P84n5MUeXOFYMg7YvoAOqTTU6FrdOzTz9pM78qzfx2KzlvDbY9GviUUKI7zXurT19ecyYnJTwVWp92O/s1600/IMG_0049.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjvmgKbhkN6_jzIoJdRZOHZ-wilYMi3y2kqkutFNW7YBV5piY-cmhWGY73TQohf7P84n5MUeXOFYMg7YvoAOqTTU6FrdOzTz9pM78qzfx2KzlvDbY9GviUUKI7zXurT19ecyYnJTwVWp92O/s400/IMG_0049.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581575751022885442" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...and we have food...REAL. FOOD...in the ground...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTq3rIyS6OCjP9MAmwCUSvLiOcQFiEuV6pOAxT8ha2ieX7BCYWe2CwnwqL98-09Nda8cmEypzoa_WMjcCsRPwH8_m9IroVrhgmhH46NDzvHl0-a-GnKn9A9fw5IrpzN4EWx1WTBtO11KAI/s1600/IMG_0043.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTq3rIyS6OCjP9MAmwCUSvLiOcQFiEuV6pOAxT8ha2ieX7BCYWe2CwnwqL98-09Nda8cmEypzoa_WMjcCsRPwH8_m9IroVrhgmhH46NDzvHl0-a-GnKn9A9fw5IrpzN4EWx1WTBtO11KAI/s400/IMG_0043.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581576208411592946" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...and my son loves this life...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgV_CZjq1islZNYBO1st7ds3Z0-dX3psxP-GGXzhEh4q_ivqbKQvCwORn6iHcq8LbvGR_YkxP_kOaWRvoRAhSY3LsrZGkpoT4HF_edHVx6nM7Fc55PP3zAeSILS-fKG94RhDEMEHFS4kdO/s1600/IMG_0052.JPG"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgV_CZjq1islZNYBO1st7ds3Z0-dX3psxP-GGXzhEh4q_ivqbKQvCwORn6iHcq8LbvGR_YkxP_kOaWRvoRAhSY3LsrZGkpoT4HF_edHVx6nM7Fc55PP3zAeSILS-fKG94RhDEMEHFS4kdO/s400/IMG_0052.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581576790411617714" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">...and a homestead is born. Our homestead.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">So...the difference here is this...for us, this is a matter of life and death. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"> Back be darned...I'm doing this. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I'm gritting my teeth and barreling through. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">My back will catch up to my resolve.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">My resolve will not be shaken.</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-23260781217840616382011-02-25T10:09:00.001-08:002011-03-01T20:40:47.627-08:00{updates} :: the wheels are turningI swear, I'm going to stop the dramatic bi-weekly comebacks. <div><br /></div><div>There really is stuff going on, and I promise I will be back to write about it. As soon as I can find the time...which literally may be next week...but, this is what having a lot of life to live is about:)</div><div><br /></div><div>Stay tuned...</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-33031055568088856762011-02-16T23:31:00.000-08:002011-02-25T10:41:24.203-08:00{whole children}::soul spaceFor the past couple of weeks, things have been a bit challenging at the Utterback house. As is the case with most 4 year olds, we have been having a tough time getting our boy to listen to us. Let me just get really real here, and tell you, there are days I've felt like I'm in that movie <b><i>The Others</i></b> with Nicole Kidman...you know, the one where she and her children are living in this house, and there are other people there, she doesn't understand why they won't acknowledge her, and then realizes that she is actually dead...and a ghost? That's where we have been. I mean, I'm speaking, and <i>I</i> hear the words coming out of my mouth...TEST 1, 2!, TEST...TEST!!...but, alas there is no reaction from my child. You know that blue-in-the face feeling?...yeah, I've had it for about a month straight. Yeah...it's not working for us.<div><br /></div><div>I prayed for a solution, and gave myself a good, hard look...and what I realized is that I have not been keeping a tight enough reign on my household. </div><div><br /></div><div>Now, don't get me wrong...I'm not talking about being strict. What I'm talking about is the responsibility bestowed on mothers to set the tone of their homes. We all know that careful planning and organization are key for keeping finances in check, and for promoting responsibility. However, I think what's even more key, is what it does for the spirit of your home...and especially your children.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>For the past couple of months, I have been asking him a lot of questions that begin with the phrase..."What do you want?"...you know, to eat, to wear, to do, to watch? Ugh! Now...at first glance (and, if you're inclined to believe the stupidity of our society), that doesn't seem like such a bad thing. Of course we need to give our children choices. However, I have basically been letting <i>him</i> lead <i>me</i>. *self-truth punch to the gut!* Because, I have so many different things on my plate right now, I was basically looking to him...my 4 YEAR OLD!...to take over some of the decisions! It's not something that I did consciously, and as soon as I realized it, I immediately put a stop to it. However, I had successfully created an environment, where there was no solidity...and, it showed. </div><div><br /></div><div> I fully believe children need to have the basic understanding that someone's got their back. For the home to be a purposeful, well-run entity is to create space...for peace, harmony, and development. Children don't need to have to make the choices about meal planning, activities and clothing. They need to be learning and soaking things in...discovering and getting lost in imagination. While that sounds whimsical...it's imperative. It's how they develop who they are going to be. <b><i>They need soul space.</i></b></div><div><br /></div><div>Speaking of soaking things in...our situation also has another component. It's one we all know well...<i style="font-weight: bold; ">Television. </i>As I write this, we are on our second day of a TV blackout week, in our home. I like TV. It's fun, it can be educational, and I think it can be an asset...<i>occasionally</i>. I'm sad to admit, we had created a habit of turning on the television. We like to keep up with current events, and we like to be entertained. Add to that, DFW decided to have a northern-style winter, this year. There were weeks on end that we didn't leave our house much. </div><div><b><br /></b></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj47sqzigmoGn71Qjk2lVgS85HWlo8cEjjIDmbxsoe67YJRgJMxV8_VTjkCfLAweOLapsRfHnPjDVXP36l10YDcNGasjpcZz-UMNzikWejaP-Djd_jY9tySfoi4j5KZwnLJOMOjRUGM2es5/s1600/tvhead.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 205px; height: 246px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj47sqzigmoGn71Qjk2lVgS85HWlo8cEjjIDmbxsoe67YJRgJMxV8_VTjkCfLAweOLapsRfHnPjDVXP36l10YDcNGasjpcZz-UMNzikWejaP-Djd_jY9tySfoi4j5KZwnLJOMOjRUGM2es5/s320/tvhead.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573985343031740786" /></a><b>*information and noise overload* </b><div><br /></div><div><b></b>Have you ever felt frustrated, like you're about to lose your cool, when all of a sudden the air unit shuts off, or the hood fan over your stove turns off, and you realize that THAT was the source of your ire, and you didn't even realize it? Background noise is a major soul-sucker...especially when that background noise consists of opinions and rancor, angst, bad attitudes, self-glorification, and disrespect. I realized that Jax' sporadic behavior could be linked to the fact that the TV was on, all the time. A day and a half into the blackout...and things are 200% improved. He is calm, engaging in conversation, decompressed...like his spirit is quieter. <i>It's not just him, either.</i> All of us have soul space...to think, to ponder, to imagine, to hear, to listen...to observe. We have been putting on music, and that has given us the space to worship. It's been awesome! Like I said...<i>soul space</i>. </div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUwJGu3aB6vkRtbpDMPqrzFqU2npv9g2R8A9HOF0H5oe0MPAeIBcbf3oKq5qlULZ3Ht4t99UqGFRfVjBuJ7jW0THkCJVxFoa4VwzXTEjwSLfieicivAKs5qv_RBB1miHsdst2tY2K7xmE6/s1600/NoTV.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 223px; height: 226px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUwJGu3aB6vkRtbpDMPqrzFqU2npv9g2R8A9HOF0H5oe0MPAeIBcbf3oKq5qlULZ3Ht4t99UqGFRfVjBuJ7jW0THkCJVxFoa4VwzXTEjwSLfieicivAKs5qv_RBB1miHsdst2tY2K7xmE6/s320/NoTV.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5573985194542141538" /></a> </div><div><br /></div><div>We are going to keep going with our experiment. As for me, I am going to be more purposeful about what's going on in my home. I don't have the right not to. For me, that looks like getting up early in the morning. I need to receive from the Lord...His love, His word, His wisdom. I need to get my head on straight, before everyone else needs me to do it for them. I'll let you all in on how it goes as I forge ahead this week.</div><div><br /></div><div>Take inventory on the spirit of your home, too...it's well worth it...and getting back on track is so much quicker than you think! It's all about the soul space!</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-85801782166478435292011-02-02T11:46:00.000-08:002011-02-02T12:45:25.710-08:00{whole body}::oil cleansing methodI was blessed with pretty good skin. I think there were a couple of months back in 7th grade, before I cared enough to have a good skin care regimen, that I broke out around menses (which my husband now lovingly refers to as "shark week"). Other than that...my skin was always pretty good. However, around ages 25-27, things started to go awry. <div><br /></div><div>Acne has still never been an issue...but, peaches and cream I am not. Certainly, there are hormone and health issues that have contributed to the problem...but, drab does not even begin to describe my the lack of luster on my face. Not to mention, the added <i>porous enormoucus </i>that is the bane of my T-zone. Bonus. </div><div><br /></div><div>I long ago stopped using commercial skin products...maybe as long as 9 years ago. That certainly helped, and there is <a href="http://www.desertessence.com/skin-care/thoroughly-clean-face-wash-original">one product</a> that I will never again go without. However, none of them actually changed the landscape and structure of my skin.</div><div><br /></div><div>Enter:<a href="http://crunchybetty.com/"> Crunchy Betty.</a></div><div><br /></div><div>This chic's blog has changed my life. Her rockin' wit and tireless pursuit of natural skin care have contributed to my daily life in a wonderful way. Not only do I no longer spend extra money on skincare products (even organic, the integrity of which, is now called heavily into question), I hardly spend any money at all. Not only that...but, <i>my skin is glowing, again!</i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>The biggest contributor to my improving skin, is <a href="http://www.theoilcleansingmethod.com/">The Oil Cleansing Method.</a> I literally had NO IDEA, that this option existed. I was definitely skeptical, because well...who ever heard of rubbing oil all over your face, in order to clean your pores?! But, trust me when I say...you'll wonder what in the world you were ever thinking, stripping your face of all of it's benefits...every night and every morning, since you were 9! The first time I did it...my skin looked like it did when I was 16 years old. I could NOT believe it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG89Z0neiJg_tmBPphki74PC4PGntrOJEqUOlypASNb_qtuGBhyphenhyphenzNFAaW8-AqJFUYKPU0FHt_njuakYxQ_nlnTsLuAtMFkAT26VB_2lwi0cHEuyI8uKUFozntseNzb7t-uo4zUDFo62YOx/s1600/IMG_0005.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG89Z0neiJg_tmBPphki74PC4PGntrOJEqUOlypASNb_qtuGBhyphenhyphenzNFAaW8-AqJFUYKPU0FHt_njuakYxQ_nlnTsLuAtMFkAT26VB_2lwi0cHEuyI8uKUFozntseNzb7t-uo4zUDFo62YOx/s400/IMG_0005.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569189410948504210" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">{oil cleansing players...Castor oil $6.99, and Sweet Almond Oil $4.59 @ Vitamin Shoppe}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZth9ZWati83a9zuJaeVf6gXhox6rRbfiC2fISMFqNGQoTx9aLfTi5sK2P0u9OkL6r8m-1-0vU_dCFpqFJj3Uq_0DBfOSLyHhSZS5nnrV-2b3DSPKfjuKXxvpLfriVa3b3xqI2JtIPuJNa/s1600/IMG_0008.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZth9ZWati83a9zuJaeVf6gXhox6rRbfiC2fISMFqNGQoTx9aLfTi5sK2P0u9OkL6r8m-1-0vU_dCFpqFJj3Uq_0DBfOSLyHhSZS5nnrV-2b3DSPKfjuKXxvpLfriVa3b3xqI2JtIPuJNa/s400/IMG_0008.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569189740496956210" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{I use a 70/30 ratio of sweet almond/castor oils, respectively, and then put it in a cute bottle, just to up the feel-good ante. I've had this bottle for almost 2 months...and, it came from the 2 bottles above. Do your own math.}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I love every second of oil cleansing. It is so meditative...so centering. It's good for circulation...and spending 5 minutes, every other day, concentrating on taking care of myself. I highly recommend it.</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOjUoziuMf7JsnDVPFKmYSFRTj5LCoayaxRmxji6PDqxjnlcaBGUUGX1XYjl_5EysQGtT5OqCuGsS6PRIjgb8sJhByeq7qCshpjjApHHwM0S8J-2MwjKh0x4h3TVy65Rs5nuXf5XDfALjc/s1600/IMG_0010.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOjUoziuMf7JsnDVPFKmYSFRTj5LCoayaxRmxji6PDqxjnlcaBGUUGX1XYjl_5EysQGtT5OqCuGsS6PRIjgb8sJhByeq7qCshpjjApHHwM0S8J-2MwjKh0x4h3TVy65Rs5nuXf5XDfALjc/s400/IMG_0010.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569190105965842370" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{just a glimpse of my ever-expanding homemade skincare shelf}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">By the way... I highly suggest reading the link about Oil Cleansing Method. I will go into the endless benefits of castor oil, at some point...but, I'm just too lazy, today. However, if you read the link, you will get a jist;)</div><div style="text-align: center;">NO CHEMICALS = HAPPY:)</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-65019126728655839012011-02-01T14:19:00.001-08:002011-02-01T15:36:16.776-08:00{whole food}::dirty workThis is the part of the Real Food movement that I don't like...the part that requires me to get the eye of the tiger, when I just want to dance in the fields...the part that has me pacing our family library, with my blood boiling, when I really just want to sit down and write wholesome, fun posts about our little family's journey. <div><br /></div><div>This part is the fight.</div><div><br /></div><div>It is worth noting that I am so. not. a. fighter. I hate fighting. I bob and weave at every turn. I don't want to do it...except when it has to do with my family, my child...or our food supply. What I've learned in the past year or so has awakened a whole other part of me. Where I would normally feel powerless, wishing I could be more courageous and be willing to go into battle...even if I'm the only one fighting...I am now always at the ready. </div><div><br /></div><div>I still feel small, but my jaw is set, my eyes are glaring at the horizon...and, if I'm bloodied in battle...I count it an honor. I almost constantly feel the rumble of a far-off drum beat under my feet. I can feel the vigilant masses gathering under home-made banners, with whatever ammunition they could fashion out of their household wares...the heat that is gathering at my back. This...<i>this is full on Braveheart-style, fist-clenching, you-better-believe-we'll-give'em-hell kind of stuff. In short...<b>I'm pissed.</b></i></div><div><i><b><br /></b></i></div><div>So, what is it that has me all riled up? Big Food. Monsanto. GMO's...particularly the newly greenlit Roundup Ready Alfalfa. Our. Government...past and present...Clarence Thomas...2 decades worth of FDA and USDA officials, presidents, Supreme Court Justices....all those that have paved the way for the murderous hoards to come in an claim what is God's, that he entrusted to us...and to pervert it into the death of the entire world's food, in the name of greed and profit. This is no ordinary case of money-grubbing. This is pure. EVIL. </div><div><br /></div><div>I will just rant on and on, if I don't stop myself. So, I'm going to re-direct you to a wonderful piece, written by a decidedly more self-controlled blogger @ <a href="http://homesteadrevival.blogspot.com/2011/02/your-new-future-gmo-plants-and-food.html">Homestead Revival.</a></div><div><br /></div><div>Let me just say this. I know that God is still in control. But, I also know that we aren't supposed to rest on our laurels, and chalk it up to God's will. It's not His will...it's just what has happened, as a result of free will. He created and cherishes free will, because it's the thing that ensures that we come to Him of a free heart, by choice, because we love Him. He's not going to screw with it. That's why He gave those of us who DO want to be with Him, Jesus. We needed an exit strategy. It was no secret to God that things were going to get bad. It doesn't mean that we need to not fight. It's our duty. If for nothing else...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE6OU73YrOonFuywLrSDVILOSOpQ7n_zwG4IHfBYxd76CC2O5RHnaWh_3lHqSPf2gCxd3v4bFZmmaqxinK_qRoVj1qyG1hM4mrhFrPmN9KLtwch-oKoxH7tSffm3_6ku1InB_rIDCTIDdP/s1600/IMG_0299.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiE6OU73YrOonFuywLrSDVILOSOpQ7n_zwG4IHfBYxd76CC2O5RHnaWh_3lHqSPf2gCxd3v4bFZmmaqxinK_qRoVj1qyG1hM4mrhFrPmN9KLtwch-oKoxH7tSffm3_6ku1InB_rIDCTIDdP/s400/IMG_0299.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568857348814523730" /></a><div><br /></div><div>...so that <i>he </i>can fight the battles that need fighting in the future. So that he doesn't have to live in a <i>Book of Eli</i> world. So that he can have a legacy. </div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://docs.google.com/document/d/16PEyFvgzhD7wcAvKIOhz5FHP98mWNs414e23UKB8xus/edit?hl=en&authkey=CJHUj8MO">{my letter to President Obama}</a></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Hey, Goliath...</div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivQeY5u-X0fOOO2910shsSD1G42asmAPZoBAe6HkoG8rAzmnrBfRYY9QXZ_gJg3RLUk1hV8ig8eSAQxJ76ycCPek_4x55UNJtfCniEe1HEsMtjKhDxF3K3gLX1rk08mfvRw0Gd5Lx6CfqA/s1600/IMG_0001.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 228px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEivQeY5u-X0fOOO2910shsSD1G42asmAPZoBAe6HkoG8rAzmnrBfRYY9QXZ_gJg3RLUk1hV8ig8eSAQxJ76ycCPek_4x55UNJtfCniEe1HEsMtjKhDxF3K3gLX1rk08mfvRw0Gd5Lx6CfqA/s400/IMG_0001.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568865864421787906" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">...I'm coming for you.</div><div><br /></div><div>*<i>Lost-reminiscent bass drum beat* <span class="Apple-style-span"> (just for levity)</span></i></div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-53070687217984442052011-01-30T12:39:00.000-08:002011-01-31T09:37:27.310-08:00{whole home}::customizing your homeThere are several facets involved in changing your lifestyle. Sometimes, the most overwhelming issues are the logistics...i.e. I don't have room for that, I don't have the equipment necessary, there's no place...etc. Oftentimes, successful changes are about having the proper tools. <div><br /></div><div>When our homes have a rhythm, and we upset the apple cart with a need for change, the status quo can be very difficult to break. That is equal parts good and bad, in my mind. Especially as women, it's our job to create that rhythm and heartbeat in our home. That's part of our calling. So, it's not necessarily a bad thing to be met with resistance (even from ourselves), when we want to start marching on the upbeats. (my inner band nerd is leaking out...I apologize). </div><div><br /></div><div>When we started looking toward an urban homesteading lifestyle, I got overwhelmed with all that I was going to need to be successful. First and foremost on my mind...room to work and storage. Ironically, when we really started picking up speed on our mental plans...we didn't even have a home...ha! In order to grow and make your own food, make your own cleaning supplies, reclaim and upcycle, store food for the winter, buy in bulk...you have to have a space to grow food...a place to can...a place to store. We were blessed enough to be able to rent a home, with a sizeable back yard, a supportive landlord, and a few bonus neighbors who are like-minded...yay!! (Thank You for that little nod of confirmation, God:) One other helpful thing...a breakfast area in the kitchen AND a separate dining area. </div><div><br /></div><div>I'm learning to think outside the box with things. Generally, I'm the kind of person who likes everything to go where it belongs...i.e. breakfast area in kitchen = a place to put a table for casual dining. However, in my quest to tailor-fit my life to what makes sense for US...not the builder's intentions...I decided to extend my kitchen work area into the "breakfast area". It doesn't yet have all the storage and workspace that it will eventually have...but, we are about half way there. This is what it looks like:</div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi05nfyCweIv1dXJ74k2SLEMG2nmwyo57tQlSqE84H4wHxVNxhOLwEFDM8HWiMtpV3w7OYgLCEBXw-vqWK12D0R-Fvkn-AaaWTPy0Kt8M2saoth-im4ZhVQ2csu41GLxoKRQuxuo08n0Iq3/s1600/IMG_0437.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi05nfyCweIv1dXJ74k2SLEMG2nmwyo57tQlSqE84H4wHxVNxhOLwEFDM8HWiMtpV3w7OYgLCEBXw-vqWK12D0R-Fvkn-AaaWTPy0Kt8M2saoth-im4ZhVQ2csu41GLxoKRQuxuo08n0Iq3/s400/IMG_0437.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568401342593985666" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAnAYvHCcl7hTm11ZMxtnZF5BM-A8BSQf9Gq3Cgejgwyu0-fHjr7SOMtaDBXH2rZHnf96cnPnjKdhBz4Nq66BR2R1hDEg-GpTjjysMNwVbO3xTrUYkUowdgDJEA-iYY5YJcKIvRDrmxH07/s1600/IMG_0438.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAnAYvHCcl7hTm11ZMxtnZF5BM-A8BSQf9Gq3Cgejgwyu0-fHjr7SOMtaDBXH2rZHnf96cnPnjKdhBz4Nq66BR2R1hDEg-GpTjjysMNwVbO3xTrUYkUowdgDJEA-iYY5YJcKIvRDrmxH07/s400/IMG_0438.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568401704540328562" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">{another view}</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">My hope is to have everything we need to prepare all of our own food products in our home, in a way that makes the job more convenient. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I absolutely love the concept of design and beauty. What's changing for me, is what I consider beautiful. If I listen to my most authentic self...I realize that what grabs my attention, isn't what would be considered aesthetically pleasing to the masses. I love seeing evidence of life. I think it's beautiful to be able to see that real people live real life. I love color and texture...a little bit utilitarian...a little bit rustic...alot eclectic. So, though my little kitchen work area may not be featured in Better Homes and Gardens...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">it's a better home for us, than I could have possibly imagined. As for the gardens...</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0xuU1AXpUBS0O2sbuH31sFgvNBRl5qrOobylSoluyfB3mH6ddmrYdOyhtRBV3FWw3WRXwtDcxvXzyYj65j9kOV3KojL8PVKi2YaLgprEcI0GUJovifBbDY0rbFgtany-2rhyOtJVTBtmr/s1600/IMG_0432.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0xuU1AXpUBS0O2sbuH31sFgvNBRl5qrOobylSoluyfB3mH6ddmrYdOyhtRBV3FWw3WRXwtDcxvXzyYj65j9kOV3KojL8PVKi2YaLgprEcI0GUJovifBbDY0rbFgtany-2rhyOtJVTBtmr/s400/IMG_0432.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568404233425993282" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{a sneak peek at our very first preparations}:)</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-84416848681206079032011-01-30T09:19:00.000-08:002011-01-30T11:04:21.616-08:00{updates} :: what's workingSo, yesterday was the <b>one year blogoversary</b> for <i>{whole family project.} </i>I didn't make a big to-do out of it, because I was exhausted yesterday, and I didn't have the oomph to sit down and write. Don't think I'm not excited...I am! I really was just very blah, yesterday.<div><br /></div><div>That being said, I think it's an appropriate time to see how the <i>project</i> is coming along. I tend toward dwelling on all the things I hope to do...all the places I hope to go...instead of highlighting what progress is happening...now. </div><div><br /></div><div><i>*sidebar* - something I am working on, is living in contentment. It dawns on me, that always being annoyed with myself for all I haven't achieved, is counter-productive, and may very well be making sure I don't make steady progress. I'm getting out of the business of discouraging myself, thank you very much. If I want discouragement...I'll watch the news.*</i></div><div> </div><div><b>{back story}</b></div><div>Last year at this time, I started {whole family project}, because I was looking for more. I wanted to do something with my passion for writing, and at the same time, incorporate my love of the holistic lifestyle and natural healing, with the added element of my passion for happy marriages and family. </div><div><br /></div><div>When I saw <i>Food, Inc.</i> for the first time...it took on a life of it's own. I immediately felt the call to Real Food activism. I immediately looked at my proverbial surroundings and saw them as the sham that they are. I immediately wanted out. I could feel my insides clawing at me...I all of a sudden wanted to sell everything I owned and venture out...looking for "real". So...with a little help from an exciting God...we did...almost...just that. We sold half of what we owned, put the rest in storage and went on a journey...a vision quest...a hunt. 10 weeks, 10 states...endless craziness. </div><div><br /></div><div>I didn't find what I was looking for.</div><div><br /></div><div>God used that trip to let me in on a little secret. The project I need to be doing is in me. He let me see beautiful things, He pushed me to face some fears...and, then He let me drop on my silly, little butt and see Him...right there, in my face...no matter where I am. I love Him for that:) As to food...we realized that the locavore movement is pretty saturated in the Northwest...and so, we really feel like we are being called to forward that movement here...in the heart of Big Agri-country. It's here that the move toward Real food needs to be pushed...to be welcomed...to be accessible. I intend to do everything in my power to help. </div><div><br /></div><div>So...though it's seemed like slow progress...we've come a long way in a year. My husband had no luck finding a job after his April lay-off...so, we went back to school. We are using that opportunity to further our cause, as well. He is getting his bachelor's in Horticulture (he already had an A.A.S.), and I entered culinary school. </div><div><br /></div><div><i>As to our home-life...</i>we are always growing and branching in our spiritual and emotional lives together...our little band of three. We are posturing our home to accommodate the lifestyle we are entering. I am going to post details about that in tomorrow's post. However, we are making room, plans, and preparations for our little slice of urban farming and homesteading joy:) Things are coming along. </div><div><br /></div><div>Probably the most major issue that we felt needed...um...projecting...was our health. While I have an above-average understanding about natural health and food...that doesn't mean that I am a product of that knowledge. I am a human being, with human level habits, and human emotions, and a super-human appetite. Not only that...I come from a legacy culture of emotional and entertainment eating. I really, truly want to educate people about holistic lifestyles...but, at this moment...I don't present with any credibility. You get my point?... I'm fat. However, I'm not just interested in getting thinner...I want real wellness...whole wellness. So, to that end we are making some steps to add life-giving nutrients into our diets in a meaningful way. We are an over-fed, under-nourished society, and our bodies aren't getting what they need in order to activate their own healing mechanisms...much less have any joy or energy or zeal. I am finding some very convenient and wonderful solutions to that problem for our family...and one of the biggest ones is the <b><i>Green Smoothie.</i></b></div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_-sK6ragXzJWD6kybiq1FN3JxB8XfDJouIFc4ExThN-nnIwPDzGhtvBa-lle1kyGsjbp-9ZT-qljfDCdL0vTLu3NI9r1jcQWagoy8Y6dUbH-dJmWLwnKX_9PcDgBSCkE7JZOOYnjuYdWR/s1600/IMG_0411.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_-sK6ragXzJWD6kybiq1FN3JxB8XfDJouIFc4ExThN-nnIwPDzGhtvBa-lle1kyGsjbp-9ZT-qljfDCdL0vTLu3NI9r1jcQWagoy8Y6dUbH-dJmWLwnKX_9PcDgBSCkE7JZOOYnjuYdWR/s400/IMG_0411.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568031171353478786" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{our very first green smoothie}</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">We made some investments at the start of the year, that we felt would really contribute to our progress. The biggest one?...our Vitamix:) It's a very powerful blender that has gotten more nutrients in our system in the past 10 days, than we have probably consumed in the past year.</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOrsl6eWGX5O8WSXcHTQpa5ZWMRSWonJmyjAHJOGo3pnQrhS3zyO1Fxu-xiB5S1WwqbPH1w-BRoE1cABWmluvBWXK05Muz1uokN80jRMw03-vuQBJWNfSdrUnI31NftQVKq5TWGQ-Uvdpk/s1600/IMG_0407.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOrsl6eWGX5O8WSXcHTQpa5ZWMRSWonJmyjAHJOGo3pnQrhS3zyO1Fxu-xiB5S1WwqbPH1w-BRoE1cABWmluvBWXK05Muz1uokN80jRMw03-vuQBJWNfSdrUnI31NftQVKq5TWGQ-Uvdpk/s400/IMG_0407.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568030130980714450" /></a></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">Our basic recipe:</div><div style="text-align: center;">2 cups coconut milk</div><div style="text-align: center;">2 whole apples</div><div style="text-align: center;">2 whole carrots</div><div style="text-align: center;">handful of grapes</div><div style="text-align: center;">1-2 bananas</div><div style="text-align: center;">2 scoops chia seeds</div><div style="text-align: center;">2 packed cups of kale or spinach</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUHySPsJCimNpKk6L6iKkvDVmdLOJ5HnuYgwO3PoTtYN5oDHtQavLejHN-AXWBhyphenhyphennjg3Bga0dZ42KHqMaRE1jUn_mKfBdD2nea5zdJBYpIjnU7JU57OUtWtw8-JgyMQflwKv4_aV8_o7mQ/s1600/IMG_0409.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUHySPsJCimNpKk6L6iKkvDVmdLOJ5HnuYgwO3PoTtYN5oDHtQavLejHN-AXWBhyphenhyphennjg3Bga0dZ42KHqMaRE1jUn_mKfBdD2nea5zdJBYpIjnU7JU57OUtWtw8-JgyMQflwKv4_aV8_o7mQ/s400/IMG_0409.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568030811321985250" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{put in Vitamix...and blend};)</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPCSVweeNY_-16m4pxzAIDTK33HFOsKFHef1-M-3jgWw4qF5G3YhLmFI70Ik7Cekdymn_MB6VHF92ED71DVbGC4-fq5iSczHNsKc8Y7FvnWBbv8CbNNGF_IUKAsOcMMFuGEkZp3BGBTavS/s1600/IMG_0410.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPCSVweeNY_-16m4pxzAIDTK33HFOsKFHef1-M-3jgWw4qF5G3YhLmFI70Ik7Cekdymn_MB6VHF92ED71DVbGC4-fq5iSczHNsKc8Y7FvnWBbv8CbNNGF_IUKAsOcMMFuGEkZp3BGBTavS/s400/IMG_0410.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568031694998197682" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{the man likes it}</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLbapJKPbNnm6fUAuxVwcMES3xuSgbKN66y85seyUgEJbeYhQOwCzKCGN8LVHSMYYY2NCEruo9wmTDdIo97bS2bfk_c3yMK9_A3i_vqCqqkJ9D858sdbZ13ZoDa92vKwhsiGEC8fjeXlpH/s1600/IMG_0412.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLbapJKPbNnm6fUAuxVwcMES3xuSgbKN66y85seyUgEJbeYhQOwCzKCGN8LVHSMYYY2NCEruo9wmTDdIo97bS2bfk_c3yMK9_A3i_vqCqqkJ9D858sdbZ13ZoDa92vKwhsiGEC8fjeXlpH/s400/IMG_0412.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568031480450417250" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{the boy likes it}</div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlNnkSAT3_qIGCe794axF10M1e_L-ty7BRmBo5wQ6govfDFT1HrKmkVFcJeNfBuW9OI-oVQbrE41S1x9W5xaopICT3DjgckOSkieCB7NHQgL4fIbSjfURZWuR4U1vHBqBFRqJ8jzQuXz_n/s1600/IMG_0415.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlNnkSAT3_qIGCe794axF10M1e_L-ty7BRmBo5wQ6govfDFT1HrKmkVFcJeNfBuW9OI-oVQbrE41S1x9W5xaopICT3DjgckOSkieCB7NHQgL4fIbSjfURZWuR4U1vHBqBFRqJ8jzQuXz_n/s400/IMG_0415.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568032294171114418" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">{and, I like it}.</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">We drink one every morning, accompanied by one or two eggs, and the result is amazing. Brandon and I have each lost 6 pounds, our appetites are way down...and our energy is way up. Don't let that last comment bypass you...OUR ENERGY IS WAY UP! This is huge for us! If that's all I got from it...I would do it every single day. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">The momentum is building, and there are days to be seized, horns to be grabbed, battles to be fought and won, joy to be experienced, and peace to be had. There is sun to feel on my face, messes to be made and cleaned up, inspirations to be soaked in, prayers to be said, evil to be overcome, and worship to be shouted. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I want all of it. Bring it, life...BRING IT!</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3224870898929587471.post-84039783482593103242011-01-21T13:31:00.001-08:002011-01-24T11:46:13.145-08:00Out of HibernationWow. <div><br /></div><div>It's good to be back.</div><div><br /></div><div>For the past couple of months, I have been getting settled in our new home, doing the holiday thing, having some emotional breakdowns...only to be gently lifted back to solid ground by a loving God and husband...and pursuing a purposeful family dynamic. </div><div><br /></div><div>2010 was a good year. </div><div><br /></div><div> It didn't feel good every day...but, it certainly was a good year. </div><div><br /></div><div>It brought change, disappointment, adventure, clarity, frustration, elation, immense loneliness, suffocation, learning, dissatisfaction, heartbreak, fear, relief...it stole my comfort, forged my way, allowed me to see, made me face some giants, made me feel very insignificant...</div><div><br /></div><div>and then gave me Yosemite. </div><div><br /></div><div> I saw man-made wonders, worshiped in solitude on a beach, in front of the Pacific Ocean, realized that my dream places were not what dreams were made of, and felt the open arms of my beloved Texas, embrace me when I came home. </div><div><br /></div><div> I said goodbye to some things and said hello to others...best of all blogging and backyard farming. </div><div><br /></div><div>I found a passion, got more passionate about the ones I already had, and became an activist for the things that are most important to me.</div><div><br /></div><div> Memories were made, places explored...but, the best exploration came when I explored my heart. </div><div><br /></div><div> I rooted in and shed some skin...and heard the whispers of my ancestors telling me to press on. </div><div><br /></div><div>Best of all, I spent every single day caring for the 2 guys that make up my calling. I gazed into their eyes, spent as much time as I could with them in my arms, fed them, cared for them...and fell further in love with them every single day. I worship my Father by loving them as I do. Every day I strive to do it better. </div><div><br /></div><div>The new year has me thinking about things in a different way. On whole family project, I want to discuss the things that I <i><b>am doing</b></i>...not the things I'm planning on doing later. I want to highlight the things that are already working....not just the things that I think might work...if I could just get my stuff together. There are amazing things in the works at Chez Utterback...and I can't wait to share them all with you!</div><div><br /></div><div>Have a wonderful week...I've missed this so much! </div><div><br /></div><div>Blessings on you, my friends.</div>Aleishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00490616752707881730noreply@blogger.com0